There are times when my mood takes on a pensive quality. Can't say that is is quite the same as having the blues but it may be a few steps away. Things like cancer, graduation and autism crowd in what little grey matter I possess to take up residence. Sometimes you can read where believers should never have any down times in terms of emotion. Let me say that for the most part I would agree. But we still live in very human bodies which can throw off the statistics a bit. Having faith never means the denial of the real world. My personal first rule of living is that life happens. We do not always get a choice about this truth. Our decision lies in whether or not we let the harsh reality determine our makeup. You should know that time does not heal all wounds. You cannot put a calendar on pain while waiting for it to pass. Also remember that our feelings can and will affect our spiritual disciplines. Praying can become a chore when our heart is distracted by grief. Reading scripture may not create the same zest as it might in other times. Our best hope is to hold close to God even when we feel a little blue. Be reminded that He is holding tight to you in every moment of any day. Never be afraid of telling God just how you feel. It is true that He already knows this but it may do you good to be honest about it. It isn't time that will lead to an easing of your discomfort. God will involve Himself in your life to bring about a better day. It could be that some repentance is in order. You may have to admit to feeling helpless as that may lead to the humility needed to receive a fresh word from God. Be patient with yourself and others during such a time. Adding false guilt to an overloaded emotional system will do nothing but bog down the process of recovery. Grace is the key to moving past pensive moments. You may not be able to give it to yourself but be confident God is always able to give more grace than you can imagine. When you key in on that amazing grace then you will be open to every other amazing aspect of living. Of course, you can always blog those negative feelings away.

Bro. Trey